The
word of the week is stabilization.
August 24 – Lack Of Zip
It's
been a few weeks since I've had any tea to drink.
Since
I became ill on August 12, I haven't had any sort of caffeine to drink. This
was at first because I simply wasn't sleeping for the first few days after
contracting cellulitis: it didn't make any sense for me to try to stay awake
when I was doing it anyway and had the potential to fall asleep at the drop of
a hat.
Once
I was back to just resting, not going into work, it also made sense not to
drink any tea because I was again falling asleep every few hours - no point in
trying to stay up when I badly needed my rest.
There
were few ‘withdrawl’ headaches in the first week, coming and going randomly
here and there for a few hours as my body adjusted. Seeing as I was going to
bed early and waking up late, my body clock naturally adjusted itself to when I
needed to fall asleep and when I needed to wake up. While there are indeed some health benefits to drinking tea, overall I believe cutting back on it to minimal
levels will do me more good in the long run then keeping up the levels that
I've had for the last year or so at my current job.
Once
I get back to work, I'll see if I need to have a tea in the morning or the
afternoon. My habit of drinking a pot of tea throughout the day is going to be
a thing of the past, I think, in that I seem to have adjusted to waking up in
plenty of time for work while still getting tired at a reasonable hour well
before midnight each night.
As
my energy levels formalized in the next week or two, I hope that I won't need
more than a cup or two of tea during the day at specific times to counteract my
natural mid-afternoon need for a nap.
August 25 – Critique OK
The second time's the charm, I suppose,
when it comes to critiques.
In today's case, I mustered the energy to
attend my regular monthly critique group, a week late I have to admit. As far as
exertion went, all I had to do was ride in the backseat out to Sooke and back
in the evening, which turned out to be exactly
how much energy I had left in me for the day.
One thing that I love about my critique
group is the invigorating energy that gives me as a writer. The people that I
meet with are wonderful, one and all, which makes critiquing their work all the
simpler given that we have giving feedback to each other for a few years now and
can relax when it comes to wondering if someone's being critical or just opinionated.
The energy comes from having someone
critique my work who knows it very well, to the point where their questions are
extremely specific to things like character motivation, plot details, history
points and all the other things that you hope readers will pick up on and ask
about. I can't emphasize enough how important getting critical feedback on this
sort of thing is, so that my revisions can jump to the next level instead of
circling around small edits and tiny fixes. Regularly adding big bricks to the
structure makes all the difference.
So again tonight I got back home tired but
energized: a bit of a contradiction but that's how it usually is when it comes
to my critique group. Every month I can't wait to hear what they have to say
about my latest passages for my second book, so that I can sit down and make my
work even better for my readers in the next draft.
August 26 – Changing Times
Today’s
my last day ‘free’ before I return to work.
It's
been wonderful to be able to just rest for a few weeks. Not doing much of the
day means that I felt no pressure to accomplish anything other than getting
better, resting both my body and my mind to recover my equilibrium.
It
is odd to have just been resting, reading and thinking of the day, with
interruptions for meals and socializing with my parents. Heading out for small
errands this week has been a nice change, getting back into the habit of doing
instead of dawdling, so to speak.
Oddly,
I've felt little urge to socialize electronically with anyone, in the main I
think because I just want to rest and not exert any more energy than I have to.
Years ago, I would have spent a good deal of my recovery time chatting with
people online, back in the day when IRC( Internet
Relay Chat )was king. Nothing like shooting the breeze with a bunch of people
you've known for a while but never met to make you feel better when you're
sick.
Nowadays,
you can chat to strangers instantly with video on your device of choice.
One
of the most popular services in use today is Chatroulette, where you’re paired
up with random people the world over. While the potential for abuse in such a
system is obvious, there’s also tremendous creative potential that is often
overlooked, where users can randomly find wondrous and novel things when they
log in… like a zombie shooter:
Such
a project goes to show that the internet is an endlessly inventive place, where
creative minds can go to both play and present their newest brainchild to the
world. Neat stuff!
August 27 – Return To Work
After
almost 3 weeks off, I returned to work today.
My
coworkers were one and all glad to see me, commenting that while they had
managed to keep things running decently enough without me, they had quickly come
to appreciate how much I accomplished every day when I suddenly wasn't there to
do the work.
It
was gratifying to know that while my coworkers could pick up my workload during
my absence, they were now fully aware of is actually how hard I work every day
at my job. Each of them is a dedicated, bright and energetic employee as well,
so hearing them uniformly praising my abilities was extraordinarily welcome
during my return to the job.
Easing
back into the daily routine today, I was quite grateful that for whatever
reason it wasn't busy at all. There were quite a few lulls during my shift with
very few calls, enabling myself and the team to easily accomplish our daily
tasks by late afternoon. There were no problems to speak of and while I felt
tired heading home, I wasn't exhausted.
According
to my coworkers, I actually picked the perfect time to be sick( not that I had
a choice ): things are slow as to the middle of the month and by returning to
work now, I can help with the end of month rush that we always get and which
can be overwhelming even for a full, experienced team like we have.
Next
time, I'll try to be sick while not
on my vacation.
August 28 – Two Good Days
I
made it through my second day at work just fine.
Again,
I was fortunate in that we weren't all that busy overall. By noon I had settled
back into the swing of things, enjoying the flow of the familiar and the fact
that I was doing something with my day that was both productive and payroll-effective.
It
also helps that my workplace is much more efficient of late. We've added quite
a few new staff in the last few months, growing by almost a third in total
staff size. This is meant fewer irate callers, as our turnaround times have
shrunk dramatically from late spring due to the diligent and dedicated hard
work of everyone in our branch. This has the effect of reducing everyone's
stress levels, as we're not having to deal with problems of the major kind but
rather only the small gaffes that always occur due to communication or human
error.
By
days end today, I was again tired but content with how things have gone. I
think I could become used to this sort of feeling, of doing my job properly
without feeling rushed or overwhelmed by factors far beyond my control. Having
a skilled, supportive and solid team around me means that we all that benefit -
I know how rare a thing this is to combine with an overall office attitude that
can only be described as happy and healthy.
Now
that I’m almost back to being healthy, I can get right back to happy, too.
August 29 – Rain and Lego
It’s
wet here again!
The
clouds rolled in last night, accompanied by some rather high winds( 90+ kph! ) and drenched Vancouver
Island. Since we badly needed it, nobody really minded. We’re due for another
rainy evening tonight, so hopefully that will resuscitate some of the
drought-stricken trees and other plants here that have been pushed to the edge
for lack of water.
Speaking of droughts, I finally got around
to seeing The Lego Movie tonight with
my girlfriend, who couldn’t say enough good things about it, having already seen
it. Talk about anticipation: I’ve only heard good things about the movie but
never managed to make the time to see it, until today.
Everything was awesome!
Just like the movie’s theme song: the movie
was fantastic fun, all the better because the quality of the CGI meant that it looked
like the entire movie was hand-made using Lego bricks. The voice cast was
excellent( with many big-name stars
)perfectly cast, a solid if unremarkable storyline and a decent twist at the
end that tied everything together.
But what really made the film special was that
it was jam-packed with parody and satire. The g33k in me reveled in the continual
parade of wonderful winks and nods at everything from historical figures to
modern pop culture. I especially liked the regular references to all the
different Lego toy lines over the decades, of which I owned more than a few and
instantly recognized as they popped up on the screen.
My girlfriend and I had a great time
watching the film, laughing together at all the amazingly awesome things packed
into each minute of screen time. It was refreshing to be able to watch the film
with someone who recognized just as many, if not more, of the references that
proceeded to parade full-tilt over the course of those most enjoyable few
hours.
August 30 – Satisfaction
Have
I mentioned I own more than a few books?
By
my estimate, I have around 2000 books altogether, counting fiction, non-fiction
and sundry miscellaneous tomes stored both in my apartment and that my parents
place. Of those books, I started several years ago to inventory them using the
GoodReads app on my smart phone, but I stopped after about 300 or so because
the app wasn't as well developed as I'd hoped: I had to manually enter quite a
few covers and that slowed down the process.
Fast
forward to this month and things have changed quite a bit.
While
I was recuperating at my parents, I took a little time each day to continue to
inventory the remainder of the books that I have stored there. By the time I
was done, I had managed to get my count up to well over 500 books, all of which
were properly accounted for in terms of title and cover using the most recent
GoodReads app.
Why am I bothering to do this, you might ask?
The simple answer: I don't want to buy the same book twice and this is the easiest
way for me to accomplish that goal. At least half a dozen times since moving to
Vancouver Island, I walked into a used bookstore, seen a book that looked
interesting and have it end up that I owned it in my collection already.
With
the GoodReads app, it’s simplicity itself to scan a book into my Shelves using
the camera on my smart phone. The app has a built-in barcode reader and can
scan up to 100 books at a time in a batch, making it quite easy to add many
books in one go. Apart from the time it takes for organizing the books into
various categories, I've been quite pleased with my progress in inventory my
collection and I should have it all completed in the next month or so without having
to spend hours at a time laboriously entering ISBN code by hand.
Goodreads has many reasons to join, good ones especially for authors. For now, I'm working on the book ownership angle and I'll get to the rest as soon as I can...
I’d
say I’m just about back to normal operations: I’m waking and falling asleep
normally at my usual times, eating regularly and feeling generally able to get
through my days as I would previous to my illness. The next 3 weeks are all
4-day weeks, thanks to Labour Day and my EDO days falling fortuitously on the
calendar, so it should be status-quo as things go from now on.