The word of the week is discord.
Oct 3 – Books, Not Reading
Okay, okay: I'm guilty.
At last count, I have over 50 books in my
apartment that I purchased over the last two years that I haven't read yet, and
that's not even counting the ones on my Kindle. Between one thing and another,
I've been very lax in my reading habits.
I find this distressing, in some ways.
Normally, I read around one book a week,
which only takes me an hour or so each night as I read before bed. I
still keep up the habit of reading to help me fall asleep, but now I do it
exclusively on my Kindle because I don't need to have a light on, which always makes
falling asleep more difficult to do.
There is a word for people like me:
You have to love the Japanese, in that they have
words for many things that Westerners know about but haven't codified in the
language so simply. To be able to express such concepts in concise terms is a real
communication triumph in any language.
I wonder if there's a word for people who buy
video games, but don't play them?
Oct 4 – Back to the 80's
I love the power of animation...
Sometimes, the only way to really recapture the
spirit of some experience is through the magic of animation. Unlike the limited
lens of a camera( even with modern CGI )animation can create any world,
any time and any place, exactly as imagined by the mind's eye of the animator.
Meaning that if you wanted to recapture what it
felt like to be back in the 1980s, you could do something like this:
Also from the 1980s: Hurricane Mumm-Ra?
Last month, I picked up the DVD set of the first
season of Thundercats, an animated TV show from the 1980s. In that show,
the main antagonist was Mumm-Ra, an undead sorcerer bent on destroying the
titular Thundercats at all costs, as he saw them as a threat to his power. So
is it weird that Mumm-Ra somehow appeared in the news this week?
This week, hurricane Matthew developed into a
major storm and eerily, the weather map picture looks like a red-eyed skull,
closely matching the appearance of Mumm-Ra in some weird cosmic coincidence:
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| Creepy Coincidence! |
Yeah... the 80's resurface in the weirdest ways, sometimes!
Oct 5 – Cosplay vs Reality?
I had to look twice when I saw the picture below...
Honestly, I thought this was a CGI rendering and
not( as it turns out )a real-life person, albeit one made up as part of an
incredible cosplay!
A little background: the character depicted is
Mavis from Hotel Transylvania, a CGI animated family movie that came out in
2012. She's the daughter of Dracula, and as you can see from the picture on the
left, the cosplayer completely nailed the character's appearance:
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| Wow~! |
Obviously, it doesn't hurt if your facial
structure or general build is similar to the character in the first place, and
in this cosplayer's case the resemblance was strongly there to begin with. All
the same, it takes talent and dedication to be able to so perfectly capture the
essence of a character visually, and it's all the more impressive to do so for
something that exists only in CGI.
Oct 6 –
Baffled Balance
One side gets better, one side gets worse...
This week, my left leg seems to be healing
nicely, supporting my weight for the most part though the tendon still feels
tight underneath the foot, so I'm not pushing things.
However, the weeks I'd spent resting with my legs
up has resulted in injury to my right leg, as I have likely strained my inner adductor muscle - I
suspect because my right leg was laid over to the side for too long each day. I
had no idea that this could happen, and it's been a painful discovery to make,
leaving me to stagger around this week with a cane on my right side to try
and put as little weight on my right leg as possible. Even so, it's been hard
to fall asleep at night with the discomfort, and sitting involves a lot of careful shifting every few minutes.
I'm just going to have to keep plugging along,
doing my best to pay attention to what I'm doing every minute of the day so
that I'm not inadvertently hurting myself along my path to a full recovery. My
goal of walking to work soon is going to have to wait a little longer, so that
I can give my adductor muscles on the right side more time to rest and
reconstitute themselves after my unknowing injury of them.
It's frustrating, but it's just one more
challenge, albeit one that has been keeping me up at night and yet again literally
hobbling my ability to get things done - it's really sapping my energy to walk around with my weight shifted, and my lack of exercise lately is just compounding the problem...
Oct 7 – Victory in Space!
It's been far too long... since I've played a game of Eclipse!
But that changed today, as I went over to my
friend Chris's place for a 3-player game, starting around dinnertime. Setup
took about half an hour and once we got used to the rules again( we haven't
played since early summer, and before that it was December 2015 )we made
excellent progress.
In essence, we each developed our Empires along
certain strategies known only to us, eyeing each other's territory warily
though covetously. I decided early on to go with a two-pronged strategy of
developing my warship technology and planning ahead for an endgame strategy
that involved buying a series of space-based monoliths that would give me a
massive boost in vital Victory Points at the end of the game( NB: it was my girlfriend's strategy I borrowed! ).
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| Yep, I'm the Red dudes... |
Turns out, my strategies worked, and I was
victorious with a score of 45 VP vs a tied 29 VP for each of my valiant foes.
What I really like about this game is that it has
potential for up to eight players to enjoy a full game in an evening, as long as no
dillydallying takes place - our observed times shows that it takes about an
hour to play per person, but that time can be likely be greatly improved if all
the players are even passingly familiar with the rules.
I'm eager to have more games of Eclipse this fall
season, as the cooler weather lends itself to gaming indoors. I just wish I
had both the space and the money to invest in a full-size gaming table which would be a dream to play many different kinds
of games on...
Ah well. First I have to get a decent-sized place to put it
in, then the table will follow...
Oct 8 – Thermal Limits
Money spent well doesn't have to get expensive.
Yesterday, I completed the second of two upgrades
to my computer. The first one( several weeks ago )was the addition of a second
video card to my system to help speed up gameplay. This added a nice boost to
my games, but it was limited by the underpowered processor that I've had in the
system for the last four years.
Yesterday, I took my system into a local store to
have the new AMD CPU chip I purchased on eBay a month ago( and which arrived in
the mail this week )installed. Normally I would do it myself, but my groin
pains won't let me lift things like heavy computers, nor get down on the carpeted floor... which isn't a recommended way to replace your CPU safely, in any case.
The 'new' CPU( an AMD PhenomII x6 1090T, for
those who care )was originally released in April of 2010 and cost close to
$400 in today's money( I paid only $100 )which was a real deal at
the time for its features, including the ability to overclock it easily.
Unfortunately, a few tests today show that my
current system set up simply won't be able to stay cool enough to safely
overclock the processor by any significant margin. As I don't want to fry the
CPU in its own juices, so to speak, I'll have to wait until the new year when I
can afford to get a better motherboard and transfer things over to a new case
that I've had hanging around for a while that should do a better job of cooling
things down. Given the power of the new CPU, it heats up far more quickly and
reaches higher temperatures than my old AMD 905e processor, which was designed
to run cool and quiet, but wasn't powerful.
My overall plan is to keep the system running for
at least another two years, until I can get a new system using the new AMD Zen
CPUs and the just-released RX-480 line of GPU video cards, both of which
together promised to deliver incredible value for the money.
What's really nice is that by the time I can
afford them, prices should have dropped by at least 30% from their release
dates - that's the plan, anyway.
Oct 9 – Strengthening Thoughts
It's hard not to feel like a loser these days, at
least for me.
One usually measure success by accomplishments,
and by my own measure, I haven't accomplished much in the last year: mainly, I
feel like I've been treading water. But this is just my opinion, though
admittedly I do pay closer attention to what I feel these days.
These latest physical setbacks haven't helped me
much, especially as they've been dragging on now for 2 months and more seem to keep cropping up. It's not like I'm getting up each day and wondering what's
going to go wrong, nope: I just keep getting blindsided by things I never saw
coming in any way and every one of them keeps adding time the clock between me
and success.
Four years ago, I finished writing the first
draft of my first novel, and to date I've managed to get two more drafts
completed as well as halfway through asecond book. Looking at things that
way, I've managed to do something major each year since the first words were
put to page, but I look back and think of all the time lost that might have been
spent writing instead of dealing with life's many issues.
This is why I have to let the negativity go, and
just press on.
I have a lot left to do, but I've come so far and
I have a much better idea now where I'm going, despite all the distractions( major
and minor )that keep cropping up along the way.
I'll get there, under my own power. The only
question is how fast I'll be going once I arrive...
Well, I listed my TurboGrafx system on eBay
tonight, so here's hoping somebody bites what I think I've listed as tempting
bait - it would make the rest of 2016 much easier to that fish get sold. Not to
mention making me much happier and banishing the current physical aches with a
wash of good feelings for a more secure short-term future.
