Monday, 29 July 2013

Forty-ish Friends, Frisbee and Final Proofs

The word of the week is cottage.
 

July 22 - The Big Day 

It was a whirlwind of a day today!
 

After meeting a friend for coffee in the morning down at Moka House, I went to Island Blue Printing downtown for an 11am appointment. I sat down with a representative to look over the PDF files of my book's second draft, managing not to bounce in my chair with glee at being able to take this important step.
 

A few minutes later, things looked good but there were some suggested changes I had to make right away if I wanted to get a proof done this week by Wednesday, BEFORE I left for Ontario! I rushed back home( luckily I live only a short walk away )to call my friend Brian, who had worked all weekend on the cover art to prep it for today. He graciously said he would redo the art images into a single PDF, as I needed that as well as a spine-image to do a 'full wrap' of the front, back and spine for the book. I set to work reformatting the entire draft to shrink it from 353 pages, as the printer had suggested there was too much white space at the bottom that I could instead put to good use.
 

Four hours later, I had made all of my changes and double-checked the pager numbers for accuracy. Brian finished his image editing a little before 4pm my time and uploaded the file for me to download... which dragged.
 

And dragged. And dragged.
 

It took twenty minutes to download a relatively small file, due to internet traffic snarls. I copied the PDF onto my USB key and hit the ground running at 4:15pm, making it to Island Blue a little before 4:30pm to copy the files over before they closed. Another technical snafu had the front counter rep's PC start shutting down just after my files were copied, but I'd seen them make it to the desktop, so I was safe.
 

That was it: my draft was in the printer's hands now!
 

All that evening, I was full of energy, which was good as I was doing a presentation to my writer's group at the Stone's Throw Restaurant. We were trying out the place as a new venue to meet at, as the Atrium down on Yates Street - while free - is too busy, not well-lit at night, has extraordinarily uncomfortable chairs and tends to be noisy when other people / groups are using the place too. So it was great to be able to sit in real chairs, have great food available and be able to see everyone's faces after the sun goes down.
 

The hearing part, well, that was disappointing as the acoustics weren't great... and not helped by a noisy table seated near us. However, we still had a great evening and I was surprised that I didn't feel the slightest twinge of stage fright, speaking in front of several dozen people. Perhaps it was because I was the one leading the group, or that it was in an informal setting, but I was really pleased that I could just motor along, in charge, without any sort of nervousness. It turned out to be a great night, following a great day.
 

On the way home, I felt like I was walking on air. It was a fantastic feeling!
 

July 23 - Waiting ?!?!?!? 
It was hard to focus on my job today, waiting for word about my proof.
 

Which was rather long in coming. In fact, as I hadn't heard anything by 2:30pm, I called Island Blue on one of my breaks. Luckily, I connected directly to my representative, who was thrilled that I had called: apparently my contact info wasn't passed along to him by the counter rep and he'd been trying to reach me since lunch...
 

My proof was READY!
 

Incredibly, the rep pushed things through this morning and had the draft ready to print by noon. Knowing how quickly I needed the proof this week, he talked to the production manager on the floor and slipped my draft into the presses between two large runs of books. Presto - my draft had taken on physical form as a novel!
 

I was so excited I could barely focus on work for the rest of the day, but I managed. Unfortunately, Island Blue closed an hour before I was scheduled to finish work, so I couldn't get the proof today... it was hard knowing that it was sitting there, waiting for me to pick it up, and I had to wait until tomorrow.
 

BUT: it was DONE and PRINTED!!!!
 

After work, I went right out to see Pacific Rim at the Imax. Giant robots fighting giant monsters on a giant screen? Sign me up please! While some people have panned the film, I loved it, despite its flaws. I think the best way to describe it would be as 'beautiful destruction made well' and since I went in having purposely seen NOTHING about the film beforehand, I was able to let it present its spectacle to me unhindered by bias. I think it will look fantastic in HD and the subject matter is similar to my own work in a few ways, so that I can tell myself it's Research when I'm watching it on my not-so-big non-IMAX screen at home when I buy it.
 

What a fantastic day - that's TWO in a row! I went to bed late tonight, as my head was filled with giant robots and visions of my book. battling each other. Yay!

July 24 - Proof in hand!
 

A bright and early start today, so I could get my proof ASAP!
 

My sister and I had breakfast to celebrate at The Blue Fox, which is only a few doors down from the printer's on Fort St. It was a gorgeous, bright sunny morning and I practically bubbled over with smiles at the table.
 

I was the first one in the door at Island Blue when they opened. I gave my name to the counter rep and she walked over to a side shelf, pulled out a package and brought it back to me.
 

It was my novel's proof. Joy!
 

Incredibly, it looked even BETTER than I'd hoped. In my mind, there were four outcomes possible:

- it would look all right, like I'd done it myself or been to a cheap printer
- it would look acceptable, better than some self-published books I'd seen so far
- it would look good, with some minor flaws but not ones people would really notice
- it would look great, like a shiny new book you'd find in a retail store like Chapters
 

The outcome was: IT LOOKED GREAT!
 

Even at 306 pages, the proof of my second draft was solid in the hand and looked not just great, but incredible! The cover was glossy, with Brian's art making an amazing display that truly spoke to the content of the novel. The pages were crisply white, with solid black lettering that was even and had no patchy spots I could discover. Everything was JUST as I laid it out in the PDF and it just works SO well as a physical book.
 

In my chest, I had that feeling, that glow of satisfaction that comes from knowing that YOU made THIS thing. That my hard work had been worth it, to behold the first tangible object that had been brought into being from my imagination. My sister took a few pictures of me in this state of happy bliss, which you can see below:

( pic forthcoming )
I had to be at work for 10am and let me tell you, I did little actual work for the first few hours, which was fine as it was very slow. What I did do was show the book's proof to everyone at work, who had known I was writing the novel for the last few months and had heard yesterday I'd be bringing it in, as it was ready! A few people even came IN to work on their day off, just to see it - their excitement resonated with mine and I hovered like a protective mother over the proof all day, not wanting to let it out of my sight. One and all, they expressed their congratulations to me on making it to this milestone... and they all wanted a copy, which I will be taking care of next week.
 

Today, I was simply smiling ear to ear. It was an amazing, fantastic feeling.
 

July 25 - Winging it to Niagara!
 

Last evening I spent packing, to leave early this morning for Niagara!
 

The airporter shuttle picked me up before 5am and I was at the airport in plenty of time for my 7am flight. Which was really uneventful, as everyone was rather tired-looking, including me. I didn't get a lot of sleep last night, as I was excited again about the book AND the trip... so I snoozed on the second leg of the flight from Calgary to Hamilton. Which is where my friend Lucas picked me up in the lovely hot weather to head back to St. Catharines. We caught up as we drove, with me getting filled in on a few faux pas that I'd made in letting people know I was coming to Niagara this year.
 

I have to say, it's not easy to do, even in this age of communication.
 

With so MANY ways to contact people, it's hard to know WHAT ones to use and to choose the simplest doesn't always mean you'll get ahold of people. Keeping current info is also essential, for while some people may check FBook ten times a day, other people barely check their email and prefer to use the phone.
 

Which means that in addition to notifying people by Fbook, I also sent out emails with the same info about what I'd be doing and how to get ahold of me. I'll also be calling some of those people next week once I'm back from the cottage weekend to ensure they got the message I was around, as some didn't reply to my emails, including family members. I want to ensure that this trip, there's nobody who doesn't at least know I'm here and is disappointed that I didn't go the extra mile to include them. Because I'm like that.
 

Back to my arrival though:
 

Once I was in town and had settled my stuff at my friend Matt's place where I'd be staying, I took a brief breather before heading over to my friend Katie's house with Lucas and Matt for a relaxed dinner. Her daughter Annabella was excited to see us, as was their dog Skye, whose enthusiasm was warming to see. It was really good to catch up with Katie, as it's not that often that our news paths cross week to week.
 

Later on, we ended up at The Kilt & Clover. Bet you didn't see that one coming!
 

Though it was impromptu, a few of my good friends dropped by to welcome me back to Niagara. I also met a few new friends and we all had a relaxed time just standing at the bar, which felt very familiar to me. I kept my babbling about my novel to comfortable levels and did my best to catch up with people that I'd not seen in a few years.
 

July 26 - The Cottage Weekend Begins!
 

Heading out to the cottage today wasn't an early start, for which I was grateful.
 

My friends Aaron and Lucas met up with Matt and I at his place, then we went for breakfast before heading out onto the road. The cottage was located near Bancroft, close to Algonquin Park in northern Ontario, so we had a bit of a drive to get there and wanted to beat any early weekend traffic.
 

The trip was great, under sunny skies and not very much heat at all. Matt and I caught up as we drove, with things turning to the topic of writing, on which I was happy to enthuse. Our route wasn't set in stone and along the way we co-ordinated with the guys by phone and checking out our GPS locations with Google as well.
 

Once we were past Pickering, things got a little hazier, as the directions given by our smartphones weren't always clear or matched perfectly to the less-than-adequate road signage we saw. We took a break about an hour from our destination, for me to have lunch and to pick up a few more things, like bug spray. Soon after that, we entered the town of Apsley, stopping for firewood and directions and a pool ring-float for Aaron.
 

Outside of Apsley, it wasn't long before we turned onto a well-maintained dirt road towards the cottage itself. Again, road signage was less than clear, as was the accuracy of the GPS maps( Google AND Apple )so we had to stop several times to get our bearings. But we finally made it to the cottage at 4pm, which was set back a ways from the road - it was perfect! Lots of sleeping room inside for six friends( and almost a seventh - sorry you couldn't make it, Paulino! )with their gear, with an enclosed porch, a breakfast nook and a sizable living room.
 

It didn't take too long to store our gear and then get to the business of enjoying our time at the lake. While the left side of the dock was a little sketchy and shaky, it was easy enough to just walk right out into the water. I didn't though, as I just wanted to laze by the lakeside on a chair and take in the perfect weather, with a distinct lack of bug clouds. For some reason, the only pests we had to deal with were mosquitoes, which weren't a problem with the bug spray as they weren't present in large numbers, thankfully.
 

Day turned into evening and then full dark. By then, we had a solid campfire going and everyone had staked out their rooms inside and a chair by the fire outside. We talked until midnight, of the many things that friends who've known each other almost all their lives are wont to do. I sometimes wonder at the things we take for granted in life, of the assumptions we make that we 'know' someone... but here, tonight, under the bright stars and surrounded by people who are family to me, I realized that sometimes I'm just very lucky to have friends such as these. And even luckier to realize it.
 

July 27 - Saturday Done Right
 

Bacon for breakfast started our day right.
 

Then it was just... relaxation. For pretty much the whole day.

Some of us played a few hours of polish horseshoes, which consisted of throwing four round metal rings into a box with a cylinder in the center. Score one point for being in the box and three for the cylinder - simple, but maddening when the rings bounce OUT of the wooden box!
 

It should be mentioned that we had three coolers full of drinks at hand - plus two cases of water - so there was plenty of variety to be had when selecting a beverage. I went easy, as it's been a LONG time since I've been in a position where I can imbibe to my heart's content - which now usually stops at six for the day, even with light drinks. Besides, it's not my intent to cross the country and get together with lifelong friends to celebrate out mutual 40ths this year solely to have a drinking contest; none of us are like that.
 

The afternoon drifted by perfectly, with some folks choosing to gambol out on the lake in the provided kayaks( and Aaron on his float )or in Brian's case, in his own inflatable kayak. Myself, I stayed on dry land and just enjoyed the simplicity of a perfect summer day by the lake. After that, it was time for a steak dinner, cooked to perfection by Matt, was fantastic with some great potato salad in the dining nook. Later on, the evening's campfire was cancelled due to a downpour, which continued for some time.
 

So it was the backup plan, then: sitting down to watch Predator! It was the perfect cap to the day, as it was a film we'd all enthused about in high school, being the impressionable teens we were back then. It still holds up well today and many of the lines have fallen from our lips regularly over the years, I know. Everyone was flagging after than and we all turned in with nary a mutter.
 

July 28 - The Championship Game!

Today, the official 2013 Beersbie Cottage Invitational took place!
 

After some initial wrestling with the setting up of matches, we got down to the gritty of eliminating people game by game to whittle things down to a final match. For a time, we were playing with a tupperware lid, of all things, as someone who shall remain nameless left the Official Beersbie Frisbee back in Niagara. It worked surprisingly well as a substitute, though it tended to have a greater chance of bottle breakage, which is an instant win for your opponent. Later on, some kind neighbours brought back a frisbee from town for us!
 

For those of you who don't know, Beersbie is a game best played by people who like beer. With just a frisbee, four empty beer bottles and a friend, you can have a very enjoyable game of an afternoon. You can learn more about the game here, but suffice to say it's simple and not for teetotalers.
 

Things proceeded apace, with much spectator heckling and commenting, not to mention some really wild shots! Aaron managed to somehow bounce the frisbee back from a miss into the side of the inflatable kayak and knocked JUST the top bottle off his opponent's stack - amazing! There were many other near-misses, with only a single one landing in the lake, which was unusual given our zany aim by that point.
 

It all came down to the final game: Lucas vs... me! As a former Beersbie champion( 2007 )I felt I had to make every effort to place today, and it was an epic battle! The first game of three saw the points climb to unheard-of levels: a normal game ends when one player reaches 25 points, but also has to win by at least two shots. In this game, Lucas and I had a final score of 55-50, which was astounding. The second game went to Lucas though solid point-scoring, and then we were down to the final game.
 

It was tense, with the score climbing into the 30's and the wind picking up, though it had been gorgeous all day. With more than a few drinks in each of us, our decisions were slowing down and we'd lost all but one spectator. When Lucas asked me to grab him a beer after missing catching one of my shots, I took a few steps towards the cooler without a second thought.. and caught a frisbee in my shin for my troubles.

Which lost me the game, and the championship, on a technicality: if a player is hit by a frisbee while in front of his stack by the other player, it's a points for the tosser. Which was enough for Lucas to win.
 

I wasn't happy, but it was all in fun and it didn't take me too long to get over the loss. Second place is for the gracious and that's what I was, in the end, despite my shock and immediate disappointment.
 

That evening's campfire was very relaxed; the wind had died down and we had plenty of wood to use, not having been able to use any last night because of the rain. We ended up at one point talking about what we'd do if there was a zombie apocalypse, which I found both amusing and revealing when people gave their answers. For the most part, all of my friends admitted that they'd likely not survive, but almost all gave the same reason: their family and friends were so important to them that they'd rather not live in a world without them.
 

Looking around at the faces of my five lifelong friends around that campfire, I thought those were perfect answers. I know my life would be radically different without these people in it, that I'd not be who I am today without them being there all along the way.

I'm writing this late on Monday night, as I spent most of today traveling and recovering from the weekend - I'll add pics tomorrow. Oddly, the weather called for thunderstorms here in Niagara tonight, but it's been a sunny evening and a quiet night. For which I'm thankful, as I'm exhausted and need a good sleep!

Sunday, 21 July 2013

Friendship, Foresight and Turning Forty


The word of the week is expectation.

July 15 - Pricey books?

As with all things, the devil's often in the details.

While looking at the pricing structure for Blurb.ca today, I noticed that there was a small window off to the side that one can use to calculate book costs based on the number of copies. Just last week, I was excited that I could get books from this site starting at just four dollars a copy. What caught my eye when visiting today was the fact that the page counter was set to 200...

Curious, I set the pages to 350 and 25 copies for a 5x8 paperback, then clicked "Calculate Price" to see these results:


Imagine my disappointment when a price WAY over $300 came up, meaning that the per-book price would work out to close to $11 PLUS tax and shipping. Which is not where I wanted to be, especially as it would mean that I'd be paying for something that I couldn't even see a proof of first.

So, a week from now I've made an appointment with a local printer to go in and get all the details nailed down. Their cost is around $12 a book after tax, with no shipping costs on top as they're local and I get to see a proof first before I plunk down my money for their remaining copies.

More on that next week!

July 16 - Turning Forty Today

What can I say about spending four decades on this planet?

I could go on about good times and bad, ruminate a bit about things nostalgic or postulate about things to come that I really have no idea about but could make myself sound somewhat sage in saying.

One funny thing about turning 40: it's definitely not like I thought it would be back when I was 20. Not a bit.


Back then, I didn't pretend to know if I'd be married or have kids or have a successful career or if I'd even be doing something I really loved for living. I sure didn't think that I'd have spent 20 years struggling to ensure my family didn't get buried underneath their financial burdens and so had to sublimate my own needs to ensure we survived. Which we did.

I did think that for the most part, about half of my friends would follow the usual route I mentioned above of marriage and kids and a house - all those things that I grew up with and that I considered normal. Given the lackluster and frankly disastrous romantic relationships I've had in my life, I was surprised to find myself over the years still believing that I'd find someone who is right for me - eventually. Perhaps it will take until I'm in my retirement years and a fateful lawn bowling tournament, but I've never entertained the thought of just giving up.

Not just on romance, but things in general. I've had to be extraordinarily practical, dutiful and far too realistic about the present over the last two decades. So much so that I've paid too little attention to the dreams that have been dimmed and but never extinguished in a happy corner of my mind.


Now that I'm 40 and preparing to finish the third draft of my first novel, I've sensed a glimmer of those dreams brightening in the last year. Though the financial see-saw hasn't gone away, I'm making every effort to expect things to become better by the end of this year and into 2014. I'm tired of being practical and realistic and despite the fact that I don't own a house or car or have a lifestyle that some would consider successful, I do have those dreams in my head that have never gone away.

I owe it to my younger selves to make those beautiful dreams come true.

July 17 - Famous Failures

Since were on the subject of success, let's talk about people who didn't find it right away.

I wasn't aware that there were quite a few famously successful people who struggled for quite some time before they made it. Marilyn Monroe, Oprah Winfrey and Charlie Chaplin are but a few of the people who suffered quite a few setbacks before their luck shifted.

One name in particular caught my eye: Dr. Seuss.

Apparently, his early work was rejected by dozens of publishers before someone took a chance on him. I know that my childhood was not to have been the same without his books and I'm profoundly grateful that someone in the publishing industry decided that his voice needed to be heard by the world.

 
In my case, I have a lot of stories to tell, some of which I haven't even dreamed of yet; there's quite a few that I need to develop more fully. For the moment, my novel takes priority in terms of getting it polished to the point where an agent simply can't say no once they read it. I'm hoping that my ship will come in early and that I'll be able to spend more time writing for its own sake to give voice to the stories that I want to tell.

I think I'd have a lot of fun discovering where those would lead me, and so would my readers.

July 18 - Want to own an island?

When I write, I like to do so with little in the way of distraction.

Writing in the pub or on a patio of a sidewalk café doesn't appeal to me. I also don't like to write in a closed room with a window or other distractions, but instead like to find a happy medium where I can simply create without having to shift my focus to other things or be interrupted by external events.

Ideally, I'd like to have a place without distractions, if I need to go there. Like an island.

Strangely enough, there's an island for sale near Victoria right now.


For a mere $75 million, James Island can be yours! It has a 5000 ft.² mansion, half a dozen guest cottages, a private airstrip and a protected harbor for the dock and all of it located on 748 acres of wooded sandy soil.

It sounds ideal, though I'm not sure I'd want to be unable to drive to and from my retreat. A plane is rather noisy and the boat is rather slow, not to mention that both methods of travel are subject to weather conditions that would not bother a wheeled motor transport…

Then again, I'll have to come up with a few tens of millions of dollars before I have to worry about such things. It's nice to think of though

July 19 - Taking chances?

Let's talk about relationships, briefly.

As many of you know, I'm no expert on the romantic bonds that can form between two people. Sure, I've read a lot about the many millions of ways that love and chemistry can come about, but for the most part it's academic to me. Some more first-hand experience would always be welcome.

What really fascinates me though, are the unfulfilled relationships in our lives: those half-formed bonds that for whatever reason are never given a chance by one person or the other.

It's interesting to see how each person handles these undercurrents to their relationships with another person who's close to them in their lives, like a friend or coworker. Sometimes the attention is flattering, sometimes it's a nuisance and sometimes it's just unwanted, to name a few of the variations that you can run into.


The singular type of relation that is most fascinating to me is the one where both people know or feel that something is there, but neither does anything about it. There are various reasons for this that can be floated, but what boggles my mind is that things remain where they are like an elephant in the room. When people don't know themselves well enough or have enough confidence in their judgment of relationships, it's much easier to let things be then to take a chance and possibly lose someone who's become important in their life. We' re all afraid to lose things that we value, but when you refuse to see the possibility of something greater, it's an even greater loss, I think.

If you can't or won't see that, then there's nothing someone else can do.

July 20 - Weight LOSS?

Every few months or so, I weigh myself, just to check on things.

Imagine my surprise when I stepped on the scale today and saw that I'd lost even more weight than the last time that I'd set foot on the enemy of dieters everywhere.

Trouble is, I'm not diet. In fact, I've been trying to eat more in the last month or so. Last week, I mentioned that I was eating better and back in March of this year, I mentioned that I'd lost weight, but not how much. In January 2013, I weighed around 165 pounds. By March, I was down to 158 pounds, thanks to an increase in riding to work daily on my bike and the solid workout I was getting working the night shift as a stocker.

When I weighed myself today, the scale read 149 pounds, which to me is worrying.


There's not a lot of me to go around and I NEVER wanted to find myself weighing less than 150 pounds, which is the low average for my height. Ironically, I used to play a game in high school called Car Wars where the standard weight for a driver in the game's imaginary vehicles was exactly 150 pounds.

I happen to be a real person and I know that I'm in decent health overall right now. I'm going to seriously look into a healthy weight gain regimen, where I'll be packing on muscle slowly to get up to an ideal weight of somewhere around 170 or 180 pounds. I definitely think that I need to stop any more weight loss here and now and begin to put more weight on again in a controlled and healthy manner.

July 21 - Niagara next week!!!!

In less than a week, I'll be back in Niagara.

Well, briefly at first, as I'm heading up to a cottage near Algonquin Park to spend the weekend with my friends. As I mentioned last week, these are my buddies that I grew up with from childhood and we've decided to get together to celebrate, as our 40th birthdays are all this year in 2013.

It says a lot about both myself and this small special group of friends -we've known each other for practically all our lives - in that none of us have really changed so much that we've stopped talking to each other. In all the essential things that made us become friends in the first place, were still the same.


I think it's for that reason that I pulled out all the stops to get myself back to Ontario for this very special weekend. It's not only that I haven't seen some of these pals for years, but the fact that it's a special anniversary for us and I wouldn't miss that kind of gathering if I had any way of getting myself there.

Which I didn't think I'd be able to manage, even as of a few weeks ago. But thanks to a fortuitous credit that my sister had with WestJet, coupled with savings that I'd set aside for emergency use during my trip to Arizona, I made it happen. I'll be giving up at least a week' s pay as well, as I'm not considered full-time at my workplace despite the decent hours I've been getting lately, so I don't have any vacation time I can use. But it doesn't matter.

Just like Arizona two months ago, I have to be there. And I will, which thrills me to no end!

The next week is going to be BUSY, BUSY, BUSY, so I'm going to bed early, early, early. I've got a book to print, a writing group to run, a giant robot movie to see and a trip to pack for, in addition to working during the day. All that and I have a cottage to be at next weekend - yay!

Sunday, 14 July 2013

Luck, Lockitrons and Low-Cost Books

The word of the week is fortitude.

July 8 - How Busy Am I ?

Right now it's a very busy time for me. I am working almost full-time, getting up to speed on my novels 3rd draft, getting started on my new Secret Project and continuing my IT training for my CompTIA+ certification online.

In addition, I am working my way through Copy Training through my works online training center that I access through my home PC. For every course that I complete I get a quarter hour's pay, so it's definitely worth going through everything I can in order to supplement my wages for the next month or so.


The hardest thing for me right now is to stay focused and energetic at work. I still have a lot to learn, as half the job – at least – is experiential;: there are dozens if not hundreds of small details that I have to learn in order to improve my performance. Right now I'm simply focusing on Copy itself during my shifts and leaving the specifics of any upcoming management training for when I'm at home. Which I also have to make time for.

Keeping busy is something good, I think, as it keeps my mind off the negative loop of being the only one working full-time at the end of the month. My sister has been wonderful in going searching for additional income and she's found quite a bit already in only the last few weeks. I have nothing but admiration for her as she continues to search for her niche while following her passions, trying to turn them into not only income but a career and even a way of life.

I can only strive to do the same.

July 9 - Cook?

I'm not the world's greatest cook - I'm the first to admit that.

Since moving to the new apartment, I've not had a microwave for the first time in my life. I have to say it's been a great experience, as it's meant that I've had to give more forethought to creating meals. With my limited cooking repertoire, that's meant that I've stuck to simple things for the most part, but I'm learning bit by bit with the assistance of my sister.

Lots and lots of assistance.

( click to enlarge your knowledge )

The good news is that I've been eating a lot healthier since I moved here back in May of 2012. I've cut sugar in my diet way down, to the point where I have it only in the occasional treat or in my tea each day and even then it's only half a packet or so, down from my usual three of the last few decades.

Fresh raw vegetables are much more prevalent now, which have been helping to give me the daily energy I need. I've cut way back on meat - which also tends to be expensive - and put in more seafood for the protein that I need. Wheat has almost disappeared from my diet as well: I used to have at least one bagel a day plus bread for sandwiches, whereas now I only have the occasional slice of sprouted bread, using coconut butter instead of a plasticized margarine. Due to my lactose intolerance, I can't have straight up butter, which is no great loss overall in my mind given this delicious and inexpensive alternative.

The results of these dietary changes have been that I don't feel as tired as often as I was before and the sugar crashes I used to get have instead change to lulls when I know I haven't eaten something when I should have - that's not feeling I enjoy so I make sure that I have snacks at hand when I'm working hard of a day. Combined with the average of 8 km I cycle a day, I've lost weight and feel much better for it.

Now all I have to do is learn to cook a meal more complex than a stir-fry and I'll be happy… and healthy.

July 10 - Blurb.ca

Earlier this week, I made a big discovery!

For over a year, I have been searching for an inexpensive way to self publish my novel. Unfortunately, most every place I found had costs ranging from the high hundreds the many thousands in order to prepare a book for publication. The costs usually involved editing, layout and the many other factors that go into creating a book, but I've already done much of that work myself, at least a basic level. Thus, what I've been looking for is a company that will print my book from a file I've prepared myself, just so I can have some copies to distribute of my work to date while I continue refining the third draft of the novel. As the picture below shows, the costs have so far been daunting and out of reach of my budget:

Click to enlarge those PRICEY publishing costs!

Amazingly, this week I've found a place that can print quality books for a mere four dollars per copy!

Blurb.ca will print any book from a prepared file that authors can submit via free Book Smart software, which I've already downloaded. I've been working on it for several days now and hope to have a file prepared by the end of next week that I can submit in order to get the books printed. If I time it right, I can have them within a few weeks, just in time for me to get back in Ontario. It would mean I can get copies to people who have been asking me for one in a format that's easy to handle, as well as mail. The copies would also be affordable, as I would provide them at cost – since they are set at the second draft stage, I don't feel I should make a penny from them. Instead, I'll simply release them into the world to help spread the initial word about my novel to those people who are interested.

It's very, very exciting!

July 11 - TRIP TICKET!

After months of wondering, I finally bought my plane ticket to Ontario today!

It wasn't easy to do, especially as I don't live within a short hop but instead am on the far side of the country. However, my sister just recently had a fortuitous credit of several hundred dollars applied to her West jet account - it was due to a cancellation of a job at the Calgary stampede due to the flooding this summer. With the money I had saved to date, I was able to purchase the last affordable ticket available to Hamilton via West jet this morning, which was a fantastic feeling.


So now I'll be able to attend my friend's mutual 40th birthday celebrations this summer after all! I'm really stoked about being able to do this, as I haven't been back to Ontario since the summer of 2011 for a wedding. This trip, I'll be spending half my time at the cottage by a lake relaxing the company of my lifelong friends. For all that it cost me to go, it's worth every penny in my eyes for that alone.

July 12 - Lockitron Update

One thing I've been a little worried about this year is my Lockitron.

In case you don't know what that is, it's a wireless electronic lock with many interactive features that I ordered back in November of 2012 as part of their launch. At the time, all I had to do was reserve one, as they wouldn't charge my credit card until it was ready to ship.

Which it looks like they were going to do as of next week, which wouldn't have helped my current tight budget any.

Wireless, internet-enabled, Android-app controlled door lock!

Fortunately, I received an e-mail today stating that the color I had chosen for the Lockitron meant that it would be the last type to ship. So I won't see one until at least September, at which point my card will be charged. I don't mind though, as I got a great price for it being one of the initial backers for the project.

I'll tell you more about the Lockitron once I receive it and have it set up. As you can guess, this is another thing that I'm very excited about, as it means that using keys to enter my apartment will soon be a thing of the past as long as I have my phone with me.

No more locking myself out!

July 13 - Lucky?

You might say I'm a lucky guy.

Today, on the 13th of July, I found myself thinking about luck and how it applies to one's life.

For me, luck has never been something I've really thought about. Sure, I've had quite a few moments where I thought "How lucky that was for me!" and similar things spring to mind for many people, I'm sure.

I'm not sure if I should find this book... or not?

Yesterday was a lucky day in several ways. For one, I was able to go into work for an extra full shift as they were short and I was the first person they called; that definitely helps right now. While I was there, it came up in conversation that I was turning 40 this month and several people looked at me askance. One of them said "Wow, you don't look anywhere near 40!" which brought a huge smile to my face, as I don't usually get compliments like that. I also don't tend to talk about aging, as it's something that I tend to take for granted.


Later on, when I thought about it, what spring to mind were all things that add up to making one look older, if not necessarily aged. For me in particular, I don't have a receding hairline, a beer belly or even crow's feet around my eyes - the last being what I take as an unexpected benefit of working at MMart where I kept my expression neutral for almost every hour of every working day. So no laugh lines have worked their way into my face, for good or bad. My hair is starting to go gray now, catching up to my facial hair that if I let it grow into a beard would be far more salt than pepper. I remember going to for a haircut in my late 20's and a hairdresser kept exclaiming "There's no gray, there's no gray!" over and over as she cut my hair, which brought out quite the grin at the time from me.

Back to luck though. I live in a building whose address is triply lucky, I enjoy seeing the number 13 and I do my best to appreciate every stroke of fortune that comes my way in whatever shape, size or form. While some people say that luck is something you create, I like to think of luck as something you attract from the universe, that was waiting for you all along.

How's that for taking things as they are?

July 14 - Moody Forty?

This week I've been feeling a lot of strain and this morning I woke up with my upper back very tense from it.

Having the right mindset is important to deal with subconscious stress and I went to work with a vengeance on changing things around today. I relaxed with a few shows on Netflix, including Transformers Prime, which I've been enjoying both for its excellent CGI and the storyline so far which has been very solid. Then I headed out for a few hours to sit on the terrace of the Bay Center downtown, which is gloriously bathed in sunshine every morning and I used the time to finish editing chapters for my critique group tomorrow night. Later I went down to Moka House and sat on the patio for another few hours in the afternoon sunshine, enjoying a hot tea and then some maple walnut ice cream while watching the world go by in the beautiful sunny weather.

All that time spent in the sunlight really helped lift my mood and I worked quite easily on the Blurb.ca version of my novel's second draft in the evening. Even the upstairs neighbors heavy-footed son didn't distract me much from the editing, as I knew he was a vast improvement from the noisefest that the previous neighbors constantly held, so I'm quite grateful now for whatever I hear now and then.

What really sent me over the moon today was a picture created by my friend Brian as a cover for the Blurb.ca book. He put together an image of Niishe for me that was utterly fantastic and beautifully captured the spirit of the book, taken somehow almost psychically from my mind and transposed into a visual form. Here's a preview of his work in progress, blurred to add a little mystery, for now:

This will become clearer once I release the second-draft book - soon!

With that, I'm going to bed early tonight deliriously happy and ready to start my day tomorrow for an early shift at work. It's going to be a great week, with my birthday coming up this Tuesday the 16th! I'm looking forward to seeing some of my friends here in Victoria and then those in Ontario a week later!

July's halfway done and I have a lot to do in the next few months, so it's early t'bed for me, I think, for the next while. Toodles!