Sunday, 28 May 2017

Becoming, Bells and Bumps on Logs

The word of the week is resolute.

May 22 – Victoria Day

It was a good day for a walk in the park.

The good weather has finally arrived here on Vancouver Island, just in time for the Victoria Day weekend. While the last few days have been all right, today was gorgeous, so my lady and I spent a good portion of it outside just enjoying things.


After a fantastic walk in Beacon Hill Park, which included turtles basking themselves on a log( see above )we went for a drive down Dallas road to Trafalgar Park, which has a wonderful view overlooking the Juan de Fuca Straight. It was there that we saw a beautiful sailing ship with unusual red sails heading west... and me without my camera! We raced back to my place and grabbed my camera, then went back down to Dallas Road to capture these perfect images:


I'm so lucky to be able to share such things with a lady as amazing as mine. Not to waste time playing mind games, or other silly relationship things that people sidetrack themselves with... but just to BE myself around her, which is all that she wants.

Another magnificent Victoria Day!


May 23 – Italy?

Well, this is a heckuva deal...

A small town in Italy wants to pay Canadians nearly $3000 CAD to move there and become residents.. and who wouldn't? Just have a look at the place:

Bormida, Italy

Apparently the incentive is an attempt to boost the town's population, as the place is in danger of being completely abandoned:


It if was just myself, if I just had an Internet connection and a steady income, I'd move there in a heartbeat for five or six months, then return to Canada as that would still let me keep my Canadian privileges, like health care. It would also be the perfect writing retreat... and I'd be saving thousands of dollars a month in expenses. Who cares if its remote?

Oh, what a dream that would be...


May 24 – Serve Story, not Ads!

What does it a good story require?

Time.

Apart from good writing, of course, any good story requires the right amount of time to tell them properly. Too often, when it comes to TV or movies, stories are shoehorned into the time available. Episodic TV is especially notorious for this, where audience attention spans and commercials combined to chew up 1/3 of every hour's viewing, which doesn't leave a lot of room for depth of narrative.

That's why I am excited to see how well Netflix is doing lately: as an alternative to traditional television, they are able to be far more flexible with the running times of their content:


I hope this signals the start of an alternative viewing revolution, where viewers are given back control of what they want to watch, and when. This will also free the story tellers, who no longer must trim their stories - good stories, mind you - to fit the medium, but rather tell them exactly as they were meant to be.

Glorious.


May 25 – Ant Love!

Well, this is great to see!

One of my favorite artists, Ant Lucia, whose work hangs on my wall( see below )has found some major success since I learned about him 5 years ago, from his take on Star Wars:

Ant Lucia's work, from my Phoenix AZ trip in 2013 - that's ALL I bought there!

Since then, he's been extremely busy working as a designer and illustrator, and his hard work has paid off as DC has found great success with his DC Bombshells designs:


I think he has a magnificent art style, and I was happy to read that he's turned his passion into success, which is an excellent indicator for any artist who might doubt their abilities. You can find out more about him on his Facebook page, or have a browse through his DC Spotlight article.

Today is also the 40th anniversary of the cinematic release of Star Wars!


While I was only a little kid back then, I still recall the magic of seeing Star Wars in the theatres... how big it was, how loud, and how joyful the story seemed to be... true cinema magic. I could wax eloquent here for pages and pages, but I won't, since so many other people have today - g33ks rule!

It changed movies, and pop culture in general... and it's space opera, which is my fave scifi genre, bar none. Hopeful, full of action and adventure: that's my kind of story.

Here's to another 40 years of Star Wars in the world.


May 26 – Resonating

Today was a rough day for me, mentally and emotionally.

My second Land Mark phone call last night didn't go well at all, causing me to spend the rest of last evening and most of this morning deeply engrossed in my own churning thoughts. I probably appeared unusually grumpy and overly focused to my coworkers today, as several of them went out of their way to do things to cheer me up, which I appreciated.

However, by this afternoon I had managed to expunge the negativity from my thoughts by writing down dozens of questions that had been running through my head for the last week and moreso since last night. The technique of externalization served me well to help me recognize the process I was going through, and how to deal with it effectively.

It also helped me come to a wonderful realization:

Sometimes, you must be struck to resonate..
You hear the sound of your true self.
It also exposes flaws, to keep or fix, as you need.

The thought reminded me of the Japanese art of Kintsukuroi, where broken pottery is repaired with gold, rather than be discarded, as it's still useful and beautiful:


I'm pleased that I was able to turn things around today, to take my anger at my inability to recognize and then make sense of logical fallacies I was being presented with, then channel it into something else that was usable in a positive way.

There's more work to be done, but I steering my own ship again, confident that I can sail whatever rough seas might be ahead. Especially with the help of brilliant, caring people like my lady, who took time this evening to hear my mind and give her own thoughtful responses.

On life's journey, such splendid company is always welcome.


May 27 – Successful Saturday!

Sometimes your intentions do work out; mine did, today.

After arising again at 5:05am, thanks to some noisy crows outside( it's nesting  season here and they're manically active )I decided to make use of my immediate wakefulness by getting an early start on working on my book. I interspersed my creative efforts with things like breakfast, laundry and a bit of cleaning so that I didn't overwork my brain and left room for new thoughts.

By noon, I needed to get out of the apartment, as it was a gorgeous day outside, so I decided to go for a walk and find lunch somewhere quiet, not an easy task on a busy weekend of wonderful weather. My steps took me towards downtown and I soon found myself at Sookjai, a Thai restaurant that I haven't been to in over year, due to my stomach problems and mobility issues. They have amazing food, served in big portions at excellent prices, and I was glad I could again be a customer.

It's small, quiet, not overly bright and has comfy chairs...

I was also the only one in the restaurant, which I found odd at first but then I realized might be a fantastic opportunity: I asked the waitress if Saturdays were normally quiet and she replied they were indeed - aha!

After enjoying my lunch for a while, I had a second realization: I hadn't heard a single motorcycle go by for almost 45 minutes. I again asked the waitress if this was normal and she said that she rarely hears motorbikes go by on Fort Street, as they prefer to travel down Cook St. on their way to the Dallas Road area to cruise along the ocean - aha again! I know all too well how many hundreds of motorcycles cruise along Cook Street daily during the better weather, necessitating my need to escape from that constant rumbling hell of noise when I'm trying to write - or even just relax. To date, I've been editing my book in my bedroom on my bed with a laptop, as the noise and distraction of the road outside the front room's windows is simply too much to take even with headphones, drawn curtains and earplugs. Moving's also not an option in this sky-high rental market.

Ponds: Exposed, frog-noisy and uncomfortable to sit in.

I am now thinking that Sookjai can be my new non-work / non-home writing space. The waitress confirmed that customers are quite welcome to come in to relax however they want, often bringing their laptops to use the free Wifi through ShawOpen. As long as they buy food or drink, the restaurant is happy to accommodate during the slow daytime on Saturdays...

Yes!!!


May 28 – More Writing

Since the Mufflerless Red Truck woke me at 5:30am today outside my window, I again had the opportunity to make an early start to my day. 


The earplugs, they do nothing...

My creative muse was in fine form, and I spent most of the morning happily editing my book, massaging the rough clay of the words into shapes better suited to my latest thoughts of how the novel should flow.

I also took time for noontime walk, to get some air and clear my head to make space for more ideas, as I like to think of it. Of late, I've been hesitant to do more than 7500 steps a day, as my leg's been complaining, but paying diligent attention to how( and how long )I sit at work during the day appears to be paying off. So too, does the complete lack of caffeine and alcohol of any kind: I wake up with a clear head, and for the most part I've not been bothered by weather changes, both of which are excellent signs of returning resilience.

The walks, though: so necessary for new creative thought. Much like thinking in a shower, a slow walk along a quiet back street lets my mind wander, free to make creative connections while getting my body moving, forestalling any sleepy urges raised by staying still for too long at a stretch - the ideas flow, and I write them down.

Good.

Back to writing for the evening, with an early day likely for tomorrow...


Another early blog entry this week. It's impressive what you can get done when you don't stretch yourself too thin( ummm...yeah )and focus your efforts. The next few months should be interesting, given the choices I've made this week, so stay tuned to see how thing develop.

Sunday, 21 May 2017

Super Secret Series, Special Lamps and Space Opera

The word of the week is gruntled.

Note: The alternative title for this week's blog was Reading, Racing and Right At All Costs

May 15 – Space Opera Week!

Wow, talk about great timing!

Tor.com has declared this week is Space Opera Week, and will be posting articles each day of this week related to my favorite sci-fi genre - w00t!

The reason I say it's perfect timing is that my own sci-fi trilogy is a space opera, which if you don't know is defined incredibly well as follows:

If you want to know what I love to write, here you go!

Long story short, I love the possibilities that space Opera offers a writer!

One of the best space opera short stories I've read in years is Damage by David D. Levine, which is made available this week Tor.com. I loved everything about it and highly recommend that you read posthaste!


May 16 – Nope and Nope

Well, that stinks... today I received notice that my latest government job application was unsuccessful:

Translation: we gave it to someone else

There are three things I that really sucked about this turndown:

1) It was for a senior-level '18' position, which pays about 25% more per year than my current position, which would've been fantastic for my paychecks and getting out sooner from under the burdens I've been carrying for years.
2) It was for a communications position requiring an English degree: perfect for me!
3) I didn't even make the eligibility list, which means that if for any reason be winning applicant wasn't able to fill the position( ie. they've already accepted another, better position )then I could be considered again without having to reapply.

So in other words: no, we don't want you, and we also don't feel that you qualify even as a backup... which hurts. I was quite upset today for hours at work my office this morning, before I shrugged my shoulders and just got on with things again. I also took a few minutes to visit 7 of the best Mood-Boosting Sites you can look at... I liked more than half, which are solid.

Now, that being said, I was recently encouraged recently to apply all over the place for all sorts of positions, even ones that I don't feel that I would qualify for, which was odd advice but I'm taking it to heart. Having applied for over a dozen positions this year with zero success, I'm also soliciting feedback from the people running each of the job listings, to get a better handle on why I haven't been able to forward with any of them.

I just have to keep trying, and learn to get better more quickly at the process.


May 17 – City Crowding

Victoria's become the place to be in BC, apparently:

So that's why there's never any parking spots open downtown...

According the article that the above snippet was taken from, Victoria's literally bursting at the seams with over 5000 new residents moving into the city in the last year alone. It's no wonder that the rents have skyrocketed and the vacancy rate dropped to almost nothing, not to mention the dozens of major building projects underway.

On the other hand, it's a great time to be living here, in terms of a vibrant and active city, meaning more jobs for everyone and a healthy economy.

I just wish it didn't cost so bloody much to enjoy all that by living hereabouts; at this rate, our prices will all too soon be in the area of Vancouver and Toronto, which means nobody wins...


May 18 – NEW DARK CRYSTAL SERIES!

Some much better news came in today:


What's really unbelievable is that nobody, anywhere, knew anything about this until the news broke today, which is an incredible feat of secrecy in this day and age. It's so damn exciting to see a partnership between Netflix and The Jim Henson Company, given the high quality of series content that Netflix has been producing in the last year or two, like A Series Of Unfortunate Events and Sense8.

I'm also really stoked that my friend JM Lee is going to be a staff writer and consultant on the series, since he's writing the current Shadows Of The Dark Crystal series for The Jim Henson Company. I'm confident that with his involvement, the show will stay true to its roots of the original film and give us something that the fans can truly savor.

The only problem is, we'll probably have to wait until late 2018 or 2019 to see it!


May 19 – Right At All Costs?

I had a hard conversation tonight, and it made me angry.

Immediately afterwards, I sat down and wrote a long post that encapsulated what I was feeling... and didn't hold back any punches. It's as true reaction as I've had in years to anything that I've been told, and what's really eye-opening is that it only encompasses a small part of my thought processes on the subjects of identity, choice, purposeful blindness, ignorance and self-determination, to name a few things

Now, a few days later, I've mellowed somewhat and copied-out that post here, if you want to read it. It's a rare thing for me to get that angry that quickly, and I recognize that's oftentimes a sign that people are resisting hearing the truth, especially if they're being told repeatedly not think about it...

The truth is out there...

Anyway, I am feeling better now about what was said in conversation after speaking to a few people about it. I don't feel that my entire world is based on false premises that I've lived for the last 20 years, I certainly don't feel the need to upset my applecart right this instant to 'move forward' with the things that are holding me back as was told to me. Now is a critical juncture in my life: finishing my book must take priority over all else, even job improvement, as I'm so close to finishing the final draft of my first book.

Nothing else can take priority over that, for the next month, at least.


May 20 – Race Time!

All right, yesterday was a bit of a bummer, so how about a race?

With Hot Wheels cars, no less?

Better yet, how about a race between KITT of Knight Rider, The Mystery Machine from Scooby Doo, the A-Team van, The Ecto-1 from Ghostbusters and the Delorean from Back to the Future? And to top it off, it has a kickin' 80's-esque soundtrack, killer camera work, creative story pacing and a finish you can't predict!

Why aren't you watching it already???




May 21 – Read To Relax

As I've mentioned before, I'm regularly falling asleep around 10 PM at night and waking up reliably around 6 AM. What that means however, is that I have to avoid any sort of bright lights after about 8 PM as they disrupt my ability to get to sleep, so until recently reading before bed isn't really an option for me unless I'm using the Kindle app on my phone or tablet.

However, I managed to pick up an adjustable-spectrum LED light from Amazon a few months ago on super sale that's changed all that. Because it has a dimmable Colour Temperature (2700K ~ 6500K )it can meet different needs( like working, reading, studying, or relaxing )and the LED light panel emits a soft, even glow that doesn't flicker( and is utterly silent )so it's much easier on the eyes over the long-term.

Probably the best lamp I've ever owned, period!

The adjustable brightness means that I can dial down the light output to exactly the right level for use before bed without eyestrain, and the adjustable color temperature turns it into the warm glow of an incandescent bulb, rather than the harsh biorhythm-disrupting daylight color of a normal fluorescent - so great! I can also adjust things in the morning so that if I want to read or work, the light spectrum is that of daylight, which will really come in handy during the winter months next year. As a final bonus, the 8-watt lamp uses hardly energy at all, so I can leave it on for as long as I need to read or work. It's even light enough to pack with me, and it folds up flat. 

This lamp is so great, and I strongly recommend it!

Sure beats the old metal gooseneck lamp with a 60-watt bulb that I had in high school that I'd always burn my hand on trying to move around when I was tired. I still have it, and even though I've replaced the bulb with a 2700K CFL, I was still finding myself aiming it away or fiddling with the distance to get it correct... but now that I have the Holan LED lamp, it's like night and day.

I'll leave you with that one.


The weather here's taking a turn for the better: it's been sunny for most of the weekend, and the temperatures are creeping up into the high teens finally. I'm hopeful that soon I'll be able to get out more without a heavy jacket( no body fat = cool weather sensitive! )and thus become more active with some outdoor bike-riding and longer walks, though my right Pectineus tendon's been complaining a bit about my 10K steps a day activities - I'm easing back on that, and what I carry to work each day, to ensure I'm still making progress.