Sunday, 28 January 2018

Writing Woes, Wasted Weekends and Wrapups

The word of the week is pertinacious.

Jan 22 - Farewell, Earthsea

The losses continue: today Ursula K. LeGuin has passed.

An acclaimed Master of scifi and fantasy, LeGiun was one of the giants that writers hope to measure themselves against: genius coupled with skill, decades of experience, wit, wisdom and all the other ingredients mixed together to create an artist of words without compare. We'll not see her like again for a long time, if ever, and her life advice is worth paying attention to for its piercing insight.


While I was introduced to her work early when my grade school class read A Wizard Of Earthsea( which I loved! )I must say I've not pushed myself to read much of her other work, including the seminal The Left Hand Of Darkness, one of the greatest science fiction novels ever written.

When I think on why, it's clear now: I wasn't ready.

Having consumed so much scifi and fantasy as I have, I think I knew as I was doing so that there were certain works I'd wait to get to, like Left Hand, because I wanted to ensure I had the depth and breadth of understanding before tackling them. I recall reading Larry Niven's Ringworld when I was twelve, and only appreciating it on a visual / story level: cool stuff, but the book has so much MORE than that, even on a technical level.

This article from Tor.com is a brilliant goodbye to LeGuin, and well worth reading, as it shows her far-reaching influence on generations of writers, as well as many other folk. Because that's what giants do:

They cast long shadows where they walk.


Jan 23 – Debt Trap

When you're trying to stay afloat, it's grimly amusing to know you're not alone.

According to recent surveys, Canadians carry the second-highest gross-income-to-debt ratio in the Group of 20 Developed Nations, a worrying statistic because so many Canadians are walking a razor's edge of debt levels right now:

That's my wallet in the middle, most days

With interest rates hiked 1.5% last week, some people may not be able to cover their bills, when it comes to mortgages: "Property rich, house poor" as the saying goes, which makes me glad I'm not in that group right now.

Thankfully, in my own case, TD Bank managed to get their act together, though it took a few phone calls over the past few weeks to get things back to normal. My interest rate was preserved because of my good history AND my timing, which was my main concern: my payments actually fell by $12/month, which was great!

Now I just have to keep my nose clean for a few more years, looking for opportunities to increase my income so I can chip away at this debt-mountain on my back until it's the size of a big boulder, then a rock, then a pebble...

Persistence, patience and planning: for the future.


Jan 24 – Hero's Journey

My sister and I watched Moana on Monday night...

It was wonderful!

What struck me the most was its almost-pedantic adherence to J.J. Campbell's The Hero's Journey( see here for a definition ). While I've noticed it to various degrees in films for the last few years now that I know what to watch for, Moana is the first I've seen since that embodies it completely - this reviewer in particular nailed their observations along those lines.

Which spurred me to check YouTube for a few other animated examples, and that was when I came across this gem: a tongue-in-cheek sendup of The Hero's Journey in two minutes!

Have a watch, it's hilarious:




Jan 25 – Doomsday

Unsettling news today...

The Doomsday Clock was moved forward to 2.5 minutes to Midnight.

In case you're not familiar with the Clock, and what it represents, there's an excellent primer here, which looks at the various Major Problems facing humanity, including:

- Nuclear threats
- Climate change
- Biosecurity
- Bioterrorism
- Miscellaneous threats including cyber warfare and AI

As the graphic below shows, the clock is moved each year in January to reflect the current state of ALL threats to humanity. The furthest it has been from Midnight was in 1991, and the closest in 1953:


In looking at social media today, I was disheartened to see comments like this one, showing people have forgotten the reasons WHY the Clock is so important:


Which leads us to a classic quote, itself too often forgotten:

"Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it." -George Santayana


Jan 26 – *Achoo!*

Ah, nertz... I've caught a cold.

I'm glad I got my flu shot 2 months ago though, as this is the first time in almost five years that I still feel halfway human while sick; as the last few flu-season blog entries have shown, I've previously been down for the count( including pneumonia! )when I've fallen sick, and Christmas 2016 was when I lost 16 lbs of weight while EXTREMELY ill: never again!

Nevertheless, some people keep railing against flu shots, and vaccinations in general... and it boggles my mind some days. I grasp that they often have a poor understanding of the science involved, as well as other cognitive biases and probably just some plain old 'what we do not understand, we fear' issues. Not to mention WIDESPREAD misinformation via social media thanks to anti-vaxxer 'activists' who I think should be held responsible for the suffering( and associated costs )their rabid rantings have caused.

Get the facts on flu vaccines, not fiction

I'll post more on the topic next week, but for now it's time for me to dig in: chicken broth, plenty of fluids, an extra sweatshirt and hot baths / showers are all in the cards for me for the next few days to try and kick the bug's butts.

Good thing I laid in a good supply of Ultra Kleenexes earlier this month!


Jan 27 – Intimidation

I read an excellent post today by writer David Gerrold, one that helps to explain the WHY behind so much of the online venom behind those pushing the far-right agendas these days... and it's surprisingly simple. Here's a summary snippet:


The entire post is worth reading here, because of how it gets into the mindset of those who equate authority with fear and intimidation, then act accordingly. It's a mindset that I admit I have a hard time understanding, not only because it makes my mind feel dirty, but because I can't relate to the sort of person who would ACT that way to other human beings... though the word sociopath comes to mind, it's all too easy to fall into labels.

Time and again, I see people responding to my thoughtful, carefully-composed posts with venom, emotional diversions, memes and just plain dismissiveness of "You're wrong, so there!" which is the "Nyah, Nyah!" of the schoolyard bully.


We're better than that... or at least, humanity has to try to be.

This one's ruminating in my head, and likely I'll have more another day to say on it.


Jan 28 – Wrapping Things Up

Bleh.

I spent most of yesterday on the couch, watching Netflix, unable to concentrate much beyond that while wearing a rut in the carpet to the bathroom killing Kleenexes every ten minutes: it kept me moving, at least, so there's that.

Oh, Dreamworks: why the 4th-season mehs?

I used the opportunity to catch up on a few shows I've neglected, one of them being the fourth season of the new Voltron... which ended up being a little disappointing. Truth be told: the writing just didn't hold up: it made some big plot errors, missed several opportunities and felt just kinda... flat, give the building tension of the last three seasons. To give the show credit, the characters are solid and the animation excellent, but if the writing's not crisp, the rest unravels.


At work this past week, I also wrapped up the complete Dave the Barbarian  animated TV series from Disney, which was as excellent as I recalled: full of fun, puns and heroes on the run... from danger, because "they're the only ones we've got" - it's great that the series can be found on YouTube; though I managed to record a good number of them when it was broadcast to air( using my ATI All-in-Wonder card!!! )I didn't get them all, so there were about a dozen episodes that were 'new' to me, which was a treat! If you haven't seen it, go watch it now!

Speaking of treats: today my lovely lady took me out for a few hours at lunch, to set my cabin-fever to rest, as I haven't been out of the apartment since Thursday night. We had lunch at the nearby My Thai Cafe, seating ourselves next to the washroom so I could duck in as needed to vent my nasal annoyance - the food was delicious, what I could taste of it. We then whiled away a bit more time over in Oak Bay at Good Earth Coffee, where incredibly I managed a 4-2 victory ratio over my lady playing Hive; she complemented me on my improved skills, which really made my day! And, to top it all off, we took a brief walk during a lull in the heavy rain down the road to a local toy shop, where to my delight I found this:

WOW - so cool, and for LESS than the MSRP of $17.99!!!

I've always wanted a Terror Dog toy, so poicture me with a happy grin on my face, akin to a kid getting a lollipop after getting a needled at the doctor's office, and you'll know exactly how I felt today after picking this little set up for a mere $14.99 - cheap therapy!

And, smiles are good for the sick: "Laughter Is The Best Medicine" y'know!


Because I've got a cold, my heartrate's up a fair bit, and while I'm not monitoring it obsessively( only a few times a day, NOT hourly )I'm conscious of that knowledge being a source of anxiety: I'm telling myself that it's JUST a cold, that I'm doing WELL compared to previous sick-times, and that it will pass in a few days with effort and attention to self-care. I've too much to do in the next few months to start the year off on the wrong foot, so all my will is focused on Getting Better NOW: you wanna bet those bugs are in for a FIGHT!

Sunday, 21 January 2018

Spaceships, Sharp Shadows and Sad Songs

The word of the week is inchoate.

Jan 15 - Glowforge is Ready! But...

Last week, an email arrived I've waited YEARS for:

My GlowForge is FINALLY ready to ship to me!

Except... I'm not quite ready for it.

Firstly, if I tell them to ship it now, it's just going to sit at the holding depot in the USA, costing me money every week it idles until my lady and I have to make the trip over to the USA to pick it up. Since she's moving to her new place this coming month, it's just too much to ask( she agrees )and we've no compelling reason to add to her stress.

Also, I've still got the website to complete, not to mention the import papers, which are key: I've almost got things figured out to where it will 'only' cost me a few hundred dollars at the border, but rushing a pickup might cost me big time.

Lastly, there's the issue of insurance, which maddeningly I've not been able to get a straight answer to from a few places regarding a home business. I'm stepping up my efforts again this month, to see what I'll have to pay to operate here safely.


Details, details... the devil's always in them. But:

IT WILL BE THERE WHEN I'M READY - AT LAST!


Jan 16 – Goodbye, Dolores

Goddang it, not another gone...

Today we lost Dolores O'Riordan, of The Cranberries, at the WAY-TOO-EFFING-YOUNG age of 46... only a few years older than I, and a tragic loss.


I first heard Dolores when Linger hit the air, shortly after I was done high school and deep into the magnificent mess that was university. While I was introduced to a great deal of new music in those years( par for the course )like Sarah McLachlan, only The Cranberries stuck: I knew years later that it was because of Dolores.

This piece from The New Yorker eloquently describes the impact that Dolores had on the world, and the legacy that she leaves through her music that has touched millions. Below is my favourite song, Dreams, which has held many meanings for me over the last twenty-five years... and will likely bear more, as I listen to it again.



Jan 17 – AI Authors?

Sometimes the future can be... frustrating.

Now, don't get me wrong: I love most things to do with the future, as I'm usually an optimist and can see great potential for humanity given our strengths... while hoping that our weaknesses don't undercut us too much.

Such as shooting ourselves in the foot when it comes to technology.

As many of you know, I'm a writer, and I hope to be a published author sooner rather than later. Yet sometimes I wonder about the future of the publishing industry( as do many people who are currently in said industry... )when articles like this one pop up:


While I was initially discomfited by the video, that gave way to some milder contemplation, as nowhere did the creators of Quill mention HOW its writing capabilities work. For all we know, what it turns out will be laughably pedantic and bland, suitable for travel brochures and quick-burn website content only.

I doubt that we'll see AI Authors turning out books on par with human authors anytime in the next few decades, at least. Though I won't discount the low reading standards of the general public, who seem to lap up films like Twilight and novels like Fifty Shades Of Bleh...

Best I get my books out soon, eh?


Jan 18 – Street LEDs?

Sometimes change sneaks up on you.

While I was walking around the city this week after dark, I noticed that some areas looked... different. At first I couldn't put my finger on what was off, but then I realized it with a start: the shadows were different!


It seems the city has been quietly replacing their old HP-sodium-vapour streetlights with new high-power LED lights, and as you can see from the image above, the change is startling. Gone are the mushy outlines and vague shapes of shadowed objects: every line is now sharp and clear, and the light has a spotlit-feel, as though you're on a sports field... no more 'golden glow' to the streets, as this article laments about the loss for the city of Los Angeles' film industry.

Change is sneaky, but the light's gone on for me now...


Jan 19 – Almost-Awesome Animation

Dang it!

Why do I find out about the cool stuff AFTER it's been cancelled?

As some of you know, I'm a fan of MWO( MechWarrior Online )which is set in the BattleTech universe: giant heavily-armed robot 'mechs' stomping around. Good times, and back in the mid-1990's there was even an animated BattleTech series... which wasn't so good, but at least they made it in the days before CGI.

Fast forward twenty-three years, and someone had the bright idea to make a NEW series, based on the animations in MWO but with cell-shading to appear 'animated' rather than pure-CGI: genius!

Unfortunately, the folks who owned the rights to Battletech shut it down hard, and all we have left to see is an 'official animated advertisement' for MWO - sigh.


Just goes to show we can't have nice things when lawyers are around, and when it comes to the BattleTech universe, there's a LONG history of legal bickering.

Makes me want to climb into my Catapult and zap things with lasers...

This is how I roll... er, walk. In MWO. 


Jan 20 – That Looks Like...

There was a time when I saw spaceships everywhere.

Though that was when I was much younger, just a boy, I still do on occasion: my creative muse points out "Hey, that thingamajig looks like a space fighter!" or the like - and it usually does. Just goes to show my imagination's always working.

While I went into the wordy side of the arts, others with the same spaceship-gaze as I took a different path, and it's served them well - take a gander at this guy's work:

Potato peeler and can opener? Not any more!

I must admit it came in pretty handy when playing as a kid, when anything could become a spaceship - and often did. I was fortunate to have quite a toy supply to muck around with, and I supplemented it with as many 'found' spaceships as I could...

What I'm saying, I guess, is: you can never have too many spaceships!


Jan 21 – Happy 10th, io9!

Wow, has it been a decade already?

Two months after I moved to BC in late 2007, I ran across a cool looking website with an odd name called 'io9.com' and I've been visiting regularly ever since.


io9.com is, for lack of better words, a 'g33k mecca' where all the different threads of g33k culture were woven together into a single website that collected news, articles of interest and videos from all over the Internet into one place - sweet! Even better, they fostered an amazing community, whose Comments sections never developed the petty ping-pong of many other sites, thanks to vigilant mods.

I was able to satiate my hunger for Star Wars news at the same place that I could find information on being an author and check out what people were saying about the latest movie news. It was a breath of fresh air in that it acted like a portal: I could be confident in going there first to check things out rather than combing through the scattered results from random Google searches.


As the video above shows, a lot of love's gone into io9.com over the years, and it's stayed the course when many other places like it have come and gone( looking at you, IGN... )which goes to show its impressive attention to g33k culture.

Here's to another fantastic ten years!


All right: this last week was SOLID! I swam twice in the morning before work, spent five FULL days at my desk( seated AND standing )and I felt great going into the weekend... no tendon aches, sore core or even a headache; yes! While I didn't end up being as productive as I'd hoped over the weekend( I did a tech support visit to my parents )it was a good one overall, and I feel balanced heading into my work-week. Normal Is Good!