Sunday, 29 April 2018

Luck, Lego and Logitech on Vacation

The word of the week is propensity.

April 23 ­- Vacation, Bad Luck?

In the early afternoon, I went for a walk down to Beacon Hill Park, sunglasses and hat firmly attached. I felt overdressed, as I was wearing jeans and a jacket, which I'd soon removed( the jacket, not the jeans )and even then in the sunshine, I was perspiring a little.

I started out at The Empress Hotel at the Inner Harbour, because their flower displays are always magnificent in the spring, and didn't disappoint this year:


 Moving on up the hill, I wandered into the park, heading down the cool green laneways to the tiny Goodacre Lake, where the ducks and the turtles like to hang out:

No ducks this time...

From there, I took in the sights of flowering plants everywhere, surrounded by green grass and flowing water. It was a peaceful, perfect way to 'officially' start my vacation week, and I lingered in the park, drinking it all in, for over an hour.

Unfortunately, despite my caution, in the evening while watching a movie( with the brightness set to low )my right eye spasmed at one point with too much light, and I had to call it a night - damn! Seems my eye's still not quite healed from the strain in December 2017, so I'll have to be careful this week not to push it.

So much for basking in the sunshine all week while catching up on my reading and editing...


April 24 - Some GOOD luck!

I spent most of today inside with the curtains drawn, in semi-darkness.

Which sucked, because it was GORGEOUS outside, in the low twenties!

I still had the windows open with the breezes pouring in, as the temperatures got up to the low twenties... and it SMELLED like spring: fresh air!

In between eye-resting periods, I caught up on some reading and watching a few shows on Netflix( like S3 of Wakfu, so great! )which didn't strain my right eye too much. It's damned STRANGE, because the supplements I've been taking for over a month now have indeed improved my vistion: I can see fine details of things far off across the street that I couldn't before, like leaves on bushes, brickwork and the like, even though my glasses are still the same as 3 years ago. 

Yet my right eye's only good from 7am-7pm, at most, if I don't push things.

Perhaps as a sop to my frustration, I happened upon a local ad today that immediately caught my eye( hah! ): it was for a set of the incomparable Logitech Z-5500 speakers( only, no control pod ), the same ones I sold for $300 back in late 2012 when I needed some money... and before I realized that they'd be hard to reacquire for the same price, given their quality plus high cost of shipping. 

 
Got mine in 2007, some of the best 5.1 speakers made for the price...

But why was I so excited by this local ad? The guy wanted $20 for them, total.

Unbelievable, especially as he said they were in perfect condition! Even without the control pod, they usually go for $30 each or $150/set, plus pricey shipping due to their weight/bulk, so I jumped at the chance and zipped over, as I happened to have my parent's van handy today. They were indeed in perfect shape, so we sealed the deal with a handshake and he loaded them into my car from a trolley, and I drove off, the doubled sunglasses I was wearing making the trip bearable.


 Amazing!!!! Now I can hunt down a pod over the next few years, while I wait to move into a place where I can turn them up past Vol. level 3...


April 25 - Humanity as Magic?

Years ago, I used to play with magic...

Magic the Gathering, that is, as did many people back when it came out. I stopped around 2003, though my friends continued, and I even tried my hand at it again in 2014, though that new group of friends didn't pan out; so it goes.

So I shelved things, and thought that was it for Magic in my life...

At least until I read this article, which as an interesting take on how Magic: The Gathering is actually a brilliant way to gain insight into humanity as a whole:


To be honest, while the concept is fascinating, the article is QUITE long, and I felt the author dove into it almost TOO deeply... but the concept still merits thought.

Enjoy it, if that's your thing!


April 26 - Beard Weird?

I'm thinking of trimming down my beard for the summer...

Maybe. I haven't decided yet.

I'll still keep it as a goatee, as I'm wary of going beardless, ever since my cellulitis close-shave from late summer 2016 - that's going to be with me a while, seeing as I'm so damn careful with my health.

Still, what's wrong with a nice, full beard, you ask? Well...



April 27 - Avengers... not.

I won't be seeing Avengers: Infinity War for a while - probably a few weeks.

I don't want to risk the eyestrain.

Which is a damn pity, as I'll have to be careful about spoilers during that time and the internet will probably be full of them: some people are just jerks that way, and a few are even simply just careless about what they post on social media. 

She seems so HAPPY about being a Spoiler Jerk...

 Yet it's the jerks that really yank my chain: the above spoiler was planted in a FBook article posted by The Weather Channel that had NOTHING to do with movies whatsoever - the person did it simply to spoil the movie for others.

I don't know what motivates them, but that sort of sick enjoyment of ruining things for others is a psychological trait I'm glad most people don't have, including myself, and I imagine it has something in common with bullying, in enjoying the discomfort of others in order to elevate one's own self-worth.

Anyway... on to neater things - how about this Lego Star Wars moving diorama:



While it's a one-off, I love the small scale combined with the motion, which perfectly captures the feeling of the Death Star attack from the first film, much like this animation:




April 28 - CIBD!

My girlfriend suggested we make the rounds today for Canadian Independent Bookstore Day, so we headed off in the late morning to do just that!


 Our first stop was at Russell Books, which was just getting set up to have 4 different local authors sit in their Bibliotherapy Booth, which was cool. I didn't find a book there, but then we traipsed on over to Munro's, which was having a 20% off sale today... and my lady had some major gift cards to toss around on top of that for the store! She kindly let me purchase some items, and here was our haul, which still left about $15 on the cards for her next sojourn there:

Most of these are mine! Not pictured: my lady's prize of the day, a Grumpy Cat book!

 We took a break for lunch at Garrick's Head Pub, tucked away in our favourite back corner with big windows, before heading over to Bastion Books just across the square. I lucked into a HUGE copy of Ian F. Hamilton's The Reality Dysfunction from 1996 for a mere $10, which at 1091 pages is a helluva deal for a stellar space opera story( first of a trilogy! ). 

It was a great day, and I was home at 4pm to do a podcast for my Dark Crystal pals, which only took an hour. I spent the rest of the evening just taking it easy, resting my eye in semi-darkness listening to music, some audiobooks and making it an early night. My eyestrain had induced a pounding headache and I didn't want to take any more medication, as that just seems to make my headaches more frequent...

But: BOOKS = happy me and my lady!


April 29 - A Walk In The Park

It was a quiet morning for me: my right eye is still strained, though somewhat less so than a week ago, so I read some of the new books from yesterday in soft light for much of the morning and was gratified that it didn't seem to bother my eye at all - success!

Later in the afternoon, my lady and I took a walk at Fairplay Park, a place neither of us had been before. It's a small park, but with an abundance of blooming trees and shrubs, and has had much of its meadowlands restored to a natural state, so it's quite lovely:


 Also, after I got home, I found I'd missed out on something Babylon 5 this weekend - dang! Due to my lack of funds this month, I decided not to go to the Victoria's Ultimate Hobby and Toy Fair 2018 this year, as I'd just be frustrated if I found some cool stuff there that I couldn't buy( and I went last year, so... ). As it happens, someone ELSE locally found a sealed-in-the-box model kit of the Babylon 5 station, which are rather rare, going for $100 USD online...


 Ah well; I'm not a modeller, so it would have just sat on my shelf for years until I got around to mangling the build, so at least it went to someone who'll do it justice. And I can always try to go again next year...


Phew! Well, that was the end of my vacation today: ten days of not-work which, all in all, has left me with a sense of accomplishment and relaxation, despite my inadvertent eyestrain. I've a short 4-day work week as well with a payday Friday on my day off, so it's just a quiet cruise while taking care of my eye to help it recover, and go from there!



Sunday, 22 April 2018

R.A.I.N., Reading and Romans

The word of the week is languish.
April 16 ­- How's it going?

Things are proceeding apace hereabouts... albeit slowly.

Nothing new on the job front: I apply, I wait, I get rejected and told that I didn't make any Eligibility-Callback lists... then I apply for new positions, and so on. Next week I'll be crafting resumes for three positions, sending them first off to a co-worker who has great experience in navigating the persnickety filter-heavy world of government job applications... so I hope that will help better my chances.

Glowforge-wise: I've decided to wait until June, when the air filter( necessary for indoor non-vented use )will be ready to ship... and by then I'll have the money set aside for either (a) shipping it to me or (b) picking both the filter and main unit up from the USA. Of the two, the second option is better, as it's cheaper by $300 USD all-told than paying the shipping to Canada, even factoring in the cost of a ferry trip... and taxes / duties are due on either option, of course.

Writing-wise: I'm waiting for May to arrive, because sometime in that merry month Baen books will have their Live Slush Reading, which will include my novel's manuscript! Who knows what the result will be, but I'm excited for it! In the interim, I'm continuing to plug away at editing the draft, polishing it further...

Health-wise: I'm walking to work regularly, doing 10,000 steps a day with no issue; swimming twice a week has really limbered up my left foot and I'm feeling the benefits in the rest of my body as well. I'm planning on keeping up the swim schedule for the summer, at least until I can gently get back onto my exercise bike in a month or so and see how that goes. Seeing as the bike has sat unused in my apartment for almost 18 months now, I'd rather use it than keep paying $4/swim over the rest of the year, which adds up of a month.

Finance-wise: don't ask, as usual. Each month is its own challenge...


April 17 - Cherophobia

What are you scared of?

For me, it's only a few things: failure, death, and not reaching my potential. Maybe a dash of being wrong and losing my mental faculties in there too.

But am I also scared of being... happy?

It's a valid question, asking if I have cherophobia:


Of all the things listed above, the only one that I know I do semi-regularly is "thinking something bad will happen" if I'm happy, akin to the old adage "don't jinx it!" when people say things like "Everything's going great!" and the like.

Cherophobia isn't depression, and I see that, but I also see that not being able to take joy in the moment, in success, is a bad habit that's easy for me to fall into sometimes. Like any bad habit, being aware of it means you can watch for it and step around that trap when it rears its frowny face.

Smile: it's that easy, if you know what to look for.


April 18 - Letting it R.A.I.N.

This seemed appropriate as above, given the weather this week: rather blah.

When you're feeling overwhelmed by life at times, as we all experience, there's some useful( and simple! )tools you can use to get a handle on things.

One such is R.A.I.N. which stands for Recognize, Accept, Investigate and Not-Accept, as follows:


I like quick checklists, as they're easy to remember in most every stressful situation, and act as a 'safety' to let you step back to view a situation rationally instead of allowing things to steamroller you into actions you might regret.

Think before you act, and let it rain...


April 19 - Stoics

I've been doubting myself yet again this week, and I shouldn't.

As always, I keep running the budget numbers, looking ahead to see where I can make this or that purchase work, while avoiding running out of things like supplements, T/P, household supplies and food.

Is this adulthood? Is this success?

What am I missing out on, that so many other people are doing?

I'll get into that next week, as it's a whole 'nother post and I want to stop the line of inquiry at just taking stock of your life... of paying attention to how you're living it.

Few people in history were better at such than Marcus Aurelius, Emperor of Rome from  between 161 and 180 AD. His collected writings can be found in Meditations, and are a fantastic read, one which I'll be digging into again for the first time in decades this coming week...

For now, I'll leave you with 14 of his solid stoic quotes, taken from a larger article and themselves pulled from Meditations, which I highly recommend...



April 20 - Vacation!

I officially started ten days of vacation today, the first of 2018 for me!

All the same, I was still up at 6:30am to go swimming, then have breakfast, which was a treat for me: the end of this month is going to be very tight, so much so that I'll be spending my vacation at home, with no forays out save for a cheap tea on a patio once or twice, weather-permitting - no room in the budget for cookies, at that.

Lunch was spent at my parent's place, visiting and assisting them with their tech: I moved their wifi to get a better signal in the far end of their condo, tidied up their computers and made my few hours there generally well-spent.

As I'd been developing a headache starting just after breakfast( weather... )I carefully took just a half-Asprin, as I had to meet a friend at 3pm for a day-off drink at Fire and Water... and neither Tylenol nor Ibuprofen mix well with alcohol. My friend and I have a highly-g33ky chat for a few hours, with a bonus two beers for me on his tab( thanks, man! )as he felt bad for having cancelled our previous two day-off chats. Free beers and great conversation = a great start to my vacation!


All the same, I spent the evening at home with earplugs and the blinds drawn to wait things out. I ended up watching half of the original TRON on Netflix, which to my surprise turned out to be the full-HD restored version with uber-crisp graphics - another bonus, and a lovely way to wind down my day sans headache.


April 21 - Locker Library?

I think I'll take a trip to the library this week, to get a few books.

As much as it pains me to admit, I haven't been there in years, not since moving back to Victoria in 2012. I enjoyed getting books from the Langford branch, as it kept me entertained with the latest scifi books... but I slacked off once I was back in the city proper: too busy trying to find work, and so forth.

Mind you, I LOVE libraries, and shudder to think what life would be like without them... or if any of my schools had banned books when I was growing up, like what seems to happen regularly elsewhere in the world, including the USA.

Some people though, are heroes - they fight back against banning books:



April 22 - Poetic Sounds

My girlfriend is a good cure for much of what might ail me, of a day.

I was feeling rather... blah this morning, thinking about my upcoming vacation-week nee imposed-staycation-due-to-budget, and even though the entire week's weather's supposed to be amazingly sunny and I have tons to occupy my time:

Blah. Negative thoughts lack-of-midlife-success mind-muddle all morning.

That lasted until brunch with my lady: she's that good for me.

We spent the afternoon at her poetry group in the sunny Atrium on Yates, chatting with other poets, followed by some poetry exercises... and my creations were well-received by the other much-better poets!

My best poem was this one, inspired by the Dixit card pictured:


A leisurely dinner, followed by a few hours of blogging and the rest of TRON wrapped up a day that might have started out blah, but ended in an ahhhh... and sans any remains of a headache, too!

The blog's a little later tonight, as I didn't really start until after dinner; yesterday was a bit of a wash, I'm afraid, as I was feeling kinda blah as noted above. I'm much better balanced tonight, again with big thanks to my lady, as she showed me a great cure for the creative soul is... to create. Who woulda thunkit?